I’ve signed yet another contract. The feeling is so surreal. I wish I had stopped my self doubt years ago and submitted my stuff, but then who knows if it would have been ready at that time. Something about right now feels magical. My hope is for my books to sell well, I am not expecting them to be bestsellers of anything but I hope they are popular with friends and family at least. I am thrilled and slightly nervous to let people see this side of my soul, my darkest desires for them to judge and pick apart. But that’s all part of the deal right? So I’ll begin to steel my feelings now so that when my books come out I am prepared for all of the haters sure to flood around me.

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